Just some stuff on my mind--->my first blog

Hey everyone....im new to blogging but i think this will be good for me.
It will help me express myself better. But anyway so many things are going on in my life right now;im in the 12th grade now and everyone should know what comes along with that...."too much ish lol",so it's alot of stress but i gotta stay cool but school is going good right now cause i get out at 12 everyday so that is a definate plus.I think the only thing that would make it better is if had a car...but i guess if i wasnt so lAZY about getting my permit and going 2 driving school then maybe .I need help right now cause my main flow right now just went to college and i told him when he goes that he was gon forget about me an he was all like no but i havent spoke to him since tuesday an i know he's busy but now his phone is off so im just so worried about when the next time im gon be able to speak to him ...............so i need help can yall give some advice on what i should do,Please and thank you.